Amma, I miss u maaaaaaaa..

As a grown up boy I should not be weak to show my homesick whenever I leave our home. So I pretend as if Iam brave and confident but in the inn it pains me ma...

My mother’s words:
Always I use to get up late: Senthil sekaram endiri, po poi palluvazhuku , Tea vachurunkan eduthuko, sekarm kelambi collegeku po, thani kanchiduchu, poi kuli,Idli aaridum sekaram sapadu, busuku evalvu kasu vaenum. Then me amma poituvaran, amma: Batharama poitu va pa….

When once again I will hear these words. For 22 years my mother pushed all my actions. I miss u amma some times I think I should have never come to Mumbai...

My mother’s scoldings:
Senthil kadaiku po pa my actions will be dead slow amma: enaram evanathu vezhaiyada kuptana enarm odirupan, po poi aunga veetlaiya sapudu.Then finally I will go and get the things from the shop.

After playing in evening I will come to my home, amma:Varaanparu thiruvatha vetti uzhaipu uzhaichetu, evalavu sonnalum thiruntha matingura. By the time my father will scold my mother tat u r not strict that’s why he is like this. Then me: ammava thitaathinga…Then amma: poda poi kall kalluvu da muthala…. Appuram oru china sanda varum then as usual I will change the dress and will go out. Amma:Po poi tea kudichetu po….Then at night around 9 P.M I will come back to my home my father will be still scolding me: evan booku edhuthuthe na paathathu ella , Then me:ponga athalan enaku theriyum eppa padikunumu, na padichikuren..Amma: aama book edupan enamo padika pora mattam paatha pathu nimsethilaya vanthu paduthurupan, pal satham eruku poi sapadu…Then finishing my dinner I will think what to do, If I feel sleepy I will sleep, othrewise I will do all the nonsense which is no way useful to me…Around 11 & 11.30 I will go to sleep…… This was my daily routine in which no way I had taken care of any of my actions….Now I feel very sorry ma…You both had been good parent to me and now am trying hard to be a good child. Definitely I will be a good child to both of you..

My honest dedication of my thalaivar song for you..ma..

ammaa enrazhaikkaadha uyirillaiyae
ammaavai vanangaadhu uyarvillaiyae
naeril ninru paesum dheyvam
petra thaayanri vaeronru aedhu

(ammaa)
abiraami sivagaami karumaayi magamaayi
thirukkoayil dheyvangal needhaanamaa
annaikku anraadam abhishaegam alangaaram
puriginra siru thondan naandhaanammaa
poruloadu pugazh vaendum maganalla thaayae un
arul vaendum enakkenrum adhu poadhumae
aduththingu pirapponru amaindhaalum naan undhan
maganaagap pirakkinra varam vaendumae
adhai neeyae tharuvaayae

(ammaa)
pasum thangam pudhu velli maanikkam manivairam
ivai yaavum oru thaaykku eedaagumaa
vilai meedhu vilai vaiththuk kaettaalum koduththaalum
kadai thannil thaayanbu kidaikkaadhammaa
eeraindhu maadhangal karuvoadu enaiththaangi
nee patta perum paadu arivaenammaa
eeraezhu jenmangal eduththaalum uzhaiththaalum
unakkingu naan patta kadan theerumaa
unnaalae pirandhaenae
(ammaa)

If I had removed what you had given to me then am nothing ma and I know nothing can reciprocate what you had given to me.Iam so proud of you amma nd appa...