Last & First.

A good time exactly 6.00 PM last evening of 2009.Since its the last day I just had the rememberance of the first day of 2009. How I welcomed 2009 and what plans I had ahead, what things I wish to do..etc.. Hardly the truth is pupil say tat there is big difference between last & first but I think they are highly connected.So asusual with full of energy and enthusiasm am looking a new year 2010 .


I Wish You All A Happy New Year 2010..

"VIZHUDHUGAL"- A step into the action

A charity which my community had started to see smiles on the young faces of India. The only good thing which Iam doing now days is sending money to our movement and it really makes me to feel happy.In college days we use to talk that we have to do something for the society.In that process we had stitched "Vizhudhugal" and miles to go with it...

Our Code:
VIZHUDHUGAL aspires to see some cute smiles on the faces of kids, where none of them would've ever knocked the door of fun house and none of us might not even see them with their innocent faces being dressed with happy smiles.

As the pursuit of happiness for those innocents is still on the picture, it almost seems like a never-ending search for them. We hope that this try of us would at least give them a shade of happiness for time being in their journey of pursuit down the life lane."

Our VIZHUDHUGAL is just ONE month behind its first Birthday and hope it has its life as long as we are alive.

If you wish you can support us at..
Vizhudhugal @ SBI:A/C No:20020116263

Our Mission Progress-2010:
1) As said “June month is really a bad month for school kids. But its really a wonderful month for Diana. Yes ,We have adopted Diana for her studies and also have admitted her in hostel of the same school. We have done all the formalities for her admission. Your support really make people educated. My hearty thanks to all of you.”

Congrats Vizhudhugal team!!..Proud to be on your side!!..

Amma, I miss u maaaaaaaa..

As a grown up boy I should not be weak to show my homesick whenever I leave our home. So I pretend as if Iam brave and confident but in the inn it pains me ma...

My mother’s words:
Always I use to get up late: Senthil sekaram endiri, po poi palluvazhuku , Tea vachurunkan eduthuko, sekarm kelambi collegeku po, thani kanchiduchu, poi kuli,Idli aaridum sekaram sapadu, busuku evalvu kasu vaenum. Then me amma poituvaran, amma: Batharama poitu va pa….

When once again I will hear these words. For 22 years my mother pushed all my actions. I miss u amma some times I think I should have never come to Mumbai...

My mother’s scoldings:
Senthil kadaiku po pa my actions will be dead slow amma: enaram evanathu vezhaiyada kuptana enarm odirupan, po poi aunga veetlaiya sapudu.Then finally I will go and get the things from the shop.

After playing in evening I will come to my home, amma:Varaanparu thiruvatha vetti uzhaipu uzhaichetu, evalavu sonnalum thiruntha matingura. By the time my father will scold my mother tat u r not strict that’s why he is like this. Then me: ammava thitaathinga…Then amma: poda poi kall kalluvu da muthala…. Appuram oru china sanda varum then as usual I will change the dress and will go out. Amma:Po poi tea kudichetu po….Then at night around 9 P.M I will come back to my home my father will be still scolding me: evan booku edhuthuthe na paathathu ella , Then me:ponga athalan enaku theriyum eppa padikunumu, na padichikuren..Amma: aama book edupan enamo padika pora mattam paatha pathu nimsethilaya vanthu paduthurupan, pal satham eruku poi sapadu…Then finishing my dinner I will think what to do, If I feel sleepy I will sleep, othrewise I will do all the nonsense which is no way useful to me…Around 11 & 11.30 I will go to sleep…… This was my daily routine in which no way I had taken care of any of my actions….Now I feel very sorry ma…You both had been good parent to me and now am trying hard to be a good child. Definitely I will be a good child to both of you..

My honest dedication of my thalaivar song for you..ma..

ammaa enrazhaikkaadha uyirillaiyae
ammaavai vanangaadhu uyarvillaiyae
naeril ninru paesum dheyvam
petra thaayanri vaeronru aedhu

(ammaa)
abiraami sivagaami karumaayi magamaayi
thirukkoayil dheyvangal needhaanamaa
annaikku anraadam abhishaegam alangaaram
puriginra siru thondan naandhaanammaa
poruloadu pugazh vaendum maganalla thaayae un
arul vaendum enakkenrum adhu poadhumae
aduththingu pirapponru amaindhaalum naan undhan
maganaagap pirakkinra varam vaendumae
adhai neeyae tharuvaayae

(ammaa)
pasum thangam pudhu velli maanikkam manivairam
ivai yaavum oru thaaykku eedaagumaa
vilai meedhu vilai vaiththuk kaettaalum koduththaalum
kadai thannil thaayanbu kidaikkaadhammaa
eeraindhu maadhangal karuvoadu enaiththaangi
nee patta perum paadu arivaenammaa
eeraezhu jenmangal eduththaalum uzhaiththaalum
unakkingu naan patta kadan theerumaa
unnaalae pirandhaenae
(ammaa)

If I had removed what you had given to me then am nothing ma and I know nothing can reciprocate what you had given to me.Iam so proud of you amma nd appa...

Kamalahassan-An Artistic Legend

After 25 years I kept Kamal a step ahead of Rajini (Technically) because I was a mad fan of Rajini and I never let him down at any circumstances. My favourite actor is Rajini but my favourite film is "Anbe Sivam" - a master piece of Kamal for Tamil film Industry. Now I love Rajini and I start to admire on Kamal - really as Rajini's dialogue "What a man" he is...

I saw his celebration for 50 years of his victory in film industry. In his golden jubilee period every step which he had encountered leaves a message to Tamil film industry and adds crown to the Tamil cinema. Now his recent film "Unnaipol Oruvan -2009" was a remake of Hindi film " A Wednesday" in Tamil. No one can think about an attempt to remake this film in Tamil since its a fat-less movie which is not widely accepted by Tamil audience. But Kamal did it and added one more crown to Tamil cinemas.

From then he was interviewed in many channels and I never missed any of these chances to hear his words. I was highly impressed by his usage of beautiful Tamil words. I really admire "Where he digs for those words" his experience steals the show. What I admire the most is still he stand for his words. As Rajini says "Sollurthathan seivan, Seiratha than solluvan" where as Kamal lives for it.

So a shift in my brain from Rajini to Kamalhassan.....

But in my mind still "Thalaivar is thalaivar"...

The Supremacy Of The Soul

The soul is the sun shinning in the sky.It is the wind blowing in space.It is the fire warming the home on a cold night.The soul dwells amongst the stars in the sky, and within every living being.It dwells in the fish swimming in the sea, in the plant growing on the earth, and in the river flowing down in the mountain. The soul is supreme.

The power of life worship the soul.It rules every breath.All the sense pay homage. When the soul breaks the bonds which tie it to a body, then the body dies. The soul is supreme. We live not by the breath that flows in and out of our lungs.But by that which causes the breadth to flow -The Soul.

After death the soul may go into the womb of a mother, and so obtain a new body. The soul may go into a tree or a plant.The destination of the soul after death depends on the quality of the previous life - on how much wisdom was acquired and how many good works were performed.

The soul is awake even when we are asleep; the soul creates our dreams, giving form to our deepest desire.

The soul is God. Every world in the univerese depends on the soul; and beyond the soul no world can go. The soul is supreme.

Loneliness-Standing alone

My best friend Kar had left Mumbai and chennai welcomes his presence.Our friendship is going to touch a decade, he is one of the best gift given by my high school(RMHS).We got united because of our school but we were not too good freinds in our school days.During higher secondary he came to ponmalai, Rly colony, Since am the initiator to play cricket I use to call him and we became very close to each other.Our friendship start to blossom over these period...

How many things we had shared playing,roaming,comments,reviews,thoughts,pedalling the cycle with four leg,stolen mangoes...etc blog space wont be enough.For six years we shared all our enjoyments in ponmalai. Then for job I first came to Mumbai then followed by him where we both stayed in a same room for two years and the space between us is very less...

Two years which had passed us like two minutes and still I remember the first day that karmughil was standing in Ghansoli Rly. station as his eyes were searching for me then I went behind him and touched his shoulder, what kind of happiness we both had by looking at each other..Gr8!!.

Often we will say that its written that we both will share our days in Mumbai.He is a very rare personality who has no negative image with any one.He was loved by all my friends and roommates.To be faithful he enriched all of us with his mighty knowledge and for which he had secured his respect in all our heart...

Now he had got an offer at Chennai and had gone to Chennai.Everything seem to be like a film what had happened in our life.A merry company I had as all our problems are kept aside and happiness prevailed with us.Under some circumstances I stayed in Mumbai by saying Karmughil is there and he stayed in Mumbai saying senthil is there, we lived a beautiful mutual life getting accompanied in all our activities...

Now such a good friend had left me and my minutes are more filled with loneliness.All these gets added to my sorrow basket and loneliness hugs me.Hope we are yet to have an another play at chennai....

At night whenever I had a ferocious dream suddenly I blink my eyes and I will search for Kar as I see him I will be very much comfortable and get back to my sleep.Now whenever I enter my room I feel the emptiness chanting the silence.....Oh! God !!!Sail me out ASAP....

Really I was not that much worried when I left my parents and came to Mumbai.But his separation really make me to feel the pain of loneliness...Its killing me!!!

What more to say??am dumb!!!....Oh kar you know me well ....I miss you .....

And I wish the best to happen in your way....Be in touch da that's the only few brave words which I can afford from me..Tears from my heart!!

"Go Kar keep rocking!!!Conquer the world!!".So its the end of a fair-tale of two good friends at Mumbai!!!!.

Farewell, my friend,
Such sweet tears you wept,
Such gentle words you whispered,
So much pain you endured.

Farewell, my teacher,
Such kind guidance you gave,
Lessons of love and fear by your hand,
Passed on to me with only care.

Farewell, my motivator,
Whose kind love guided me along the path
Of life and never cruelly threw me down.
Who kept my fire heart burning.

Things happened so quick
I didn't know that it was going to
be our last.
As your image fade in my eyes
But not from my heart!!!!

Farewell, my friend!!!!!

Knowing The Soul

You may think that you already know the soul.At present you are only aware of the outward manifestations of the soul; you do not know the soul.

There is only one way of knowing the soul: to know the soul within yourself. The ignorant think they can know the soul through the senses.But all knowledge through the senses involves the duality of the knower and the known.Knowledge of the soul transcends the duality of the object .

Thus to know the soul within yourself you must rise to a higher level of consciousness. At this higher level you no longer identify yourself with your body; and so physical birth and death cease to matter- you are immortal.

To know the soul is to dwell in perfect light.To be ignorant of the soul in utter darkness. Thus knowledge of the soul within yourself should be the only goal of your life.

Lord Of The Ring

A beautiful natural diamond ring in sky
Whose finger can fit into it????

Mr.Y and his sir

As we come to know much about a person eventually we start to love him.But its not true in this case here is an example of love at first sight of two good minds.This post was about my love to my superior.Yes this one to my boss Mr.X. Y fondly like to call him as Sir,From here Sir means Mr.X(an HOD).And Mr.Y is a disciple of Mr.X...

The story begins as Mr.Y met Sir on one afternoon when Mr.Y had dispute with his office colleague, Suddenly they took Mr.Y to sir and introduced him but Mr.Y was so embarrassed since at the mid of a dispute he is pushed into Sir's cabin.As the introduction was over Mr.Y told "Nice to meet you sir" - True words which Mr.Y had whispered instantly......

Days are galloping, Mr.Y is loaded with work but always rewarded by Sir pushes his energy level more and prepares him for the battle.As a young guy Mr.Y never thought how much he can contribute and he had his own false demarcation.Whereas sir wants Mr.Y to get the knowledge and gave him a chance to be with them in meetings.Slowly he got the knowledge of their work and now from hard worker he evolved as smart worker....

Things seems to be blooming for Mr.Y and given chance in all the possible areas to prove what he deserve to be, slowly Y got moulded for a corporate life.Every meetings and words from Sir conveyed a intellectual meaning to him.Sir's profound knowledge and humanity made him to wish for a dream person within Y like sir.Mr.Y was more curious to know lot about sir, but until now what Y knows is only Sir's birthday Aug 13x2..

Whenever Y was in Sir's cabin Y use to read a phrase "Tough time doesn't exist for a long time.As tough time gets going tough gets going".So whenever Y had his sad account he use to remember this phrase - then he got energised and move to jolly mood in minutes.All his Sir's word will be full of energetic,zeal,natural and Y feels as it is designed to target and mould him.Mr.Y start to wonder how nice it will be if everyone has such a Head in their department...

Time to pay reward for Y's hard work as expected Sir called him and asked Y "what is your aim?".Y told as a cse engineer Y wish to be in IT.A person like Sir will do anything to take one to the right place what they deserve to be.As a result Sir informed Y I had spoken to our IT head and asked Y to meet the IT-head.Things went smoothly and Mr.Y got a chair reserved at IT department.Whereas Mr.Y job nature is not defined at IT and not offered a big chance to explore himself.But Mr.Y was informed by the IT head that he will be put into his area of interest in future.So Y was doing what he was intend to do....

As the days were slipping Mr.Y contract period comes to an end and one unfortunate day Y is out of his first job.All his dreams are shattered, tared into pieces, not able to see his friends as he is out of the race.Still Y rememebers the very next day Y was lying in bed till 10.30am watching his friend rushing to office has a heart pealing pain within him.All his entire one year effort was collapsed and dont know what to do?.But IT head told him there may a chance for Y to be back but unfortunately it doesn't happened.Y was drenched in sorrow but Y got a good experience in exploring different pupils..

With an excruciating pain,Y decide to call sir and explained his situation, since Sir's budget for his department for that fiscal year is closed Sir cannot help Y.But his kind and powerful words of sir healed all his wounds and bought him back for an another fresh journey.Then Y decided to call sir on every Saturday then changed to Friday since all Sir's Saturdays are reserved for his outings.May be around 20 times Y should had spoken to sir and all those minutes are the vital minutes of Y's life which keeps him moving.Even though cyberspace and telecom keeps them in touch but their separation kills the days of Y....

A leader should be a true entrepreneur and who values the importance of his employee and feeds them with what they required, sir is a kind of human who exactly fit for the word -Leadership.Y proclaim Sir as the greatest gift which god had given and he wishes the shelter of Sir's wisdom to be enjoyed by Y for all his life.And Y really dont know what he can pay pack to sir and he is sure that nothing can reciprocate what sir had given to Y.Y prays to god for the long happy life of sir.His kind of person is rare to be seen and Y met the right on his way...

Truly, Deeply, Madly Y likes his Sir....

Miracle of Music

"Music can express feelings." - no one can regret it.I feel music as a best half of my life as it heals all my wounds.Is there anything greater then mind?? then my answer will be music because music has the ability to touch ones mind and then take control over it.I wish to give life to music by emphasising three of its formidable characters - "intention, thought & meditation".Only living beings can poses all these characters but up to my perception music posses all these character in a relation with the divine sacredness....

Intention is the point at which mind and speech converge. Earth and sky, wind and space, water and fire all are fashioned through a intention.Similarly music is also fashioned by a intention within it.A pensive mind gets the exact intention of music and for others it was just a passing cloud.So music is strongly associated with an intention hence music can change the mind of a person in-tension...

Is there anything greater then intention?? then my answer will be "thought". Yes thought is greater than intention.Through thought you can remain constant and steadfast.If you direct your thought to some goal you can attain it.Thought can move with complete freedom but music has the ability to take the control over it and evokes a fresh maiden thought in life.Hence music is amalgamated with lots of fresh thoughts.....

Is there anything greater than thought?? then my answer will be meditation.Yes through meditation one can understand the universe.So what music can do with meditation may be a question but answer lies within the mind of everyone who truly loves music.Just examine this when you hear a beautiful melody then automatically for few second you are spellbound and that moment you can realise your touch with your soul.Hence music is coupled with meditation.....

So music lives in each of us, just a sparkle of it is enough to invoke your mind and take the control over your intention,thought and meditation.One miracle of music lies, how a single molecule of air gets converted into a pleasant music.Music is not a pleasant sense to a single organ.It even induce the dead cell of our body(hair) then what about our living cells??...

Hence music has miracles within it and love the music which is within you.If possible live like a music such that make others to be happy when you are a part of their life....

I started with the idea of adding beauty to music but I had ended somewhere...

Anyway love and live like a music....

Me @ Ponmalai…

A beautiful place which I never thought of crossing it. My radical soil, where I learnt to walk, run, play,speak, fight …etc. A spacious place where I had my complete freedom to roam around the corners of ponmalai. Every breath of me was secure and I was careless jaywalker on the streets of ponmalai. Even though now I was in Mumbai I feel restless because its like a relative home and I feel as I lost my holy relation with my mother’s soil. I thought of having a short review about all my lovable places at ponmalai..

During my childhood days my favourite place is “Manjathidal Station”. Every evening I force my father to take me to the station to watch the trains. I really don’t know why I love to watch the train but I feel very happy when the train had crossed me. Then there will be a undiminished happiness in my face. I really feel sorry to my dad for putting him in extra work. Sorry Dad!!!..

My next favourite place is my home and its surrounding. A stepping out of my home will be the ground, where I use to play like a crouching tiger for its prey .At that time I was accompanied by a group of sisters and brothers of one year or two years of age difference, With whom I play “Nadu pirithal, Sathura Papathi, Ice boy, Current, Bamparam, Kolly kundu, Pae pae, Seven stone, Complan flight disc….etc.” all these games steal my childhood times. Now slowly these games are getting extinct due to TV and Cricket. Future generation is going to miss such flawless happiness.(Will soon c a post on “extinct games”)..

As we are grown and due to some female quotient all those sisters are not allowed to mingle with us. And at this time cricket was stealing the attraction of every Indian child. I too fall on the trap and now cricket becomes my passion. By now my favorite place is Cricket ground. Whereas my parent’s don’t like me playing cricket and they locked me in the home, through the doors I will be watching what others play. All my neighbors will be kidding at me to my mother saying , “Senthil amma the sunrays are getting wasted and allow senthil to play otherwise tomorrow sun will never arise”. I look on my mother with a disappointed face...

And by now am in sweet teen age and I had my wings to fly. So I just roamed all the corners of ponmalai and left my foot mark in all the directions. One beautiful place which I had seen is there was a garden at G-corner with some beautiful plants and big trees covering the entire ground space of the garden. This place has enough numbers of birds singing and rejoicing. Bad luck is this area was governed by the Railways and we are not allowed to stay for a long time…

Another beautiful place which I came to know through my friend’s is “Vouyagonda Vaikal”. When we all moved towards to south end of ponmalai that is crossing M.K. Kottai we find this water stream. With lot of amuesment we all will sink into the water and the biggest fun lies in pulling and pushing one into the water and falling over him ensuring tat he was completely immersed into the water for few seconds. What a thrill yar?? .Now seeing those childhood friend itself becomes as miracle then what to say about a play in water. Beauty is surrounding this water stream you can see only the paddy fields stretching for miles …..

Now the well frog is out of the well. Yes for my higher secondary studies I have to go to K.K. nagar by getting into two buses (Hurting travel in bus no.17, 109 & then 88 really too bad) . I really like our bus stop”Mariamman kovil” bus stop. There where four big trees providing the shadow for the passengers to stand and single tea stall then a small bus stop with seating arrangements. Since these four trees are too big and it has lot of birds residing and enjoying. The atmosphere looks pleasant during the rainy season, since aside the bus stop there will be a small water stream which has small fishes, crabs, snail, water snakes…etc. I really love to watch and find any of them in the water. Often during my sad account I use to sit in the bus stop and relax.

I hope the post continues whenever am into the same account ….

Finding the soul

When people truly understand the soul, they proclaim: "I am the soul." What desire could such people continue to have? What anxieties could they possibly have about their bodies?...

When people find and recognize the soul within themselves, they realize that the soul is the creator of all things, the author of universe itself. They know that the world belong to the soul - the world is the soul.

We can find and recognize the soul even while we are alive on earth.And though finding the soul, we become immortal.But so long as we fail to find the soul,we must endure great suffering.

When we percive the soul is divine- when we acknowledge the soul as the matter of what was, what is, and what will be- all fear is dispelled. We rejoice in that perception, since it makes us immortal.

The soul is the breathing behind breathing, the sight behind sight, the hearing behind hearing, the thinking behind thought. The soul has existed from before the begining of time.

"Those who know the soul realize thal all is one.They realize that diversity is an illusion, and unity is truth. Those who see only diversity, and cannot see unity, wander from death to death."

எங்கள் பாரதியின் சில வரிகள்

அங்கும் இங்கும் எங்கும் கண்ட சில மாய வாழ்க்கையை கண்டபோதெல்லாம் எங்கள் பாரதியின் சில வரிகள் மட்டுமே நெஞ்சில் நின்றன...

தேடி சோறு நிதம் தின்று – பல
சின்னஞ்சிறு கதைகள் பேசி – மனம்
வாடி துன்பம் மிக உழன்று –பிறர்
வாட பலசெயல்கள் செய்து –நரை
கூடி கிழபருவமெய்தி –கொடுங்
கூற்றுக் கிரையென பின்மாயும் – பல
வேடிக்கை மனிதரைப் போல் -நான்
வீழ்வெ னென்று நினைத்தாயோ ???

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நல்லதோர் வீணை செய்தே -- அதை
நலங்கெடப் புழுதியில் எறிவதுண்டோ
சொல்லடி சிவசக்தி -- எனைச்
சுடர்மிகும் அறிவுடன் படைத்துவிட்டாய் !
வல்லமை தாராயோ, -- இந்த
மாநிலம் பயனுற வாழ்வதற்கே
சொல்லடி சிவசக்தி! -- நில
சுமையென வாழ்ந்திடப் புரிகுவையோ..

விசையுறு பந்தினைப்போல் - உள்ளம்
வேண்டிய படிசெலும் உடல்கேட்டேன்
நசையறு மனங்கேட்டேன் - நித்தம்
நவமெனச் சுடர்தரும் உயிர்கேட்டேன்
தசையினைத் தீசுடினும் - சிவ சக்தியைப்
பாடுநல் அகங்கேட்டேன் அசைவறு மதிகேட்டேன் - இவை
அருள்வதில் உனக்கெதுந் தடையுளதோ?

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மனதி லுறுதி வேண்டும்,
வாக்கினி லேயினிமை வேண்டும்;
நினைவு நல்லது வேண்டும்,
நெருங்கின பொருள் கைப்பட வேண்டும்;
கனவு மெய்ப்பட வேண்டும்,
கைவசமாவது விரைவில் வேண்டும்;
தனமும் இன்பமும் வேண்டும்,
தரணியிலே பெருமை வேண்டும்.
கண் திறந்திட வேண்டும்,
காரியத்தி லுறுதி வேண்டும்;
பெண் விடுதலை வேண்டும்,
பெரிய கடவுள் காக்க வேண்டும்,
மண் பயனுற வேண்டும்,
வானகமிங்கு தென்பட வேண்டும்;
உண்மை நின்றிட வேண்டும்.

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செந்தமிழ் நாடெனும் போதினிலே - இன்பத்
தேன் வந்து பாயுது காதினிலே - எங்கள்
தந்தையார் நாடென்ற பேச்சினிலே - ஒரு
சக்தி பிறக்குது முச்சினிலே

வேதம் நிறைந்த தமிழ் நாடு - உயர்
வீரம் செறிந்த தமிழ் நாடு - நல்ல
காதல் புரியும் அரம்பையர் போலிளங்
கன்னியர் சூழ்ந்த தமிழ் நாடு

கல்வி சிறந்த தமிழ்நாடு - புகழ்க்
கம்பன் பிறந்த தமிழ் நாடு - நல்ல
பல்வித மாயின சாத்திரத்தின் மணம்
பாரெங்கும் வீசுந் தமிழ் நாடு

வள்ளுவன் தன்னை உல கினுக்கே தந்து
வான்புகழ் கொண்ட தமிழ் நாடு - நெஞ்சை
அள்ளும் சிலப்பதி காரமென் றோர்மணி
யாரம் படைத்த தமிழ் நாடு

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காணி நிலம் வேண்டும், - பராசக்தி
காணி நிலம் வேண்டும்;- அங்கு
தூணி லழகியதாய் - நன்மாடங்கள்
துய்ய நிறத்தினவாய் - அந்தக்
காணி நிலத்திடையே - ஓர்
மாளிகை கட்டித் தரவேண்டும்;-
அங்கு கேணி யருகினிலே - தென்னைமரம்
கீற்று மிள நீரும்.

பத்துப் பனிரண்டு - தென்னைமரம்
பக்கத்திலே வேணும்;- நல்ல
முத்துச்சுடர் போலே - நிலாவொளி
முன்பு வரவேணும்;- அங்குக்
கத்துங் குயிலோசை - சற்றே
வந்து காதிற் படவேணும்;- என்றன்
சித்த மகிழ்ந்திடவே - நன்றாயிளந்
தென்றல் வரவேணும்.

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நின்னைச் சரண்டைந்தேன் --- கண்ணம்மா
பொன்னை உயர்வைப் புகழை விரும்பிடும்
என்னைக் கவலைகள் தின்னத் தகாதென்று
நின்னைச் சரண்டைந்தேன் --- கண்ணம்மா
நின்னைச் சரண்டைந்தேன்

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சாத்திரம்பேசுகிறாய்,- கண்ணம்மா!
சாத்திர மேதுக்கடீ
ஆத்திரங் கொண்டவர்க்கே,- கண்ணம்மா!
சாத்திர முண்டோடீ?
மூத்தவர் சம்மதியில் - வதுவை முறைகள் பின்புசெய்வோம்;
காத்திருப் பேனோடீ?- இது பார்,
கன்னத்து முத்தமொன்று!

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அக்கினிக் குஞ்சொன்று கண்டேன்
அதை ஆங்கொரு காட்டிலோர் பொந்திடை வைத்தேன்
வெந்து தணிந்தது காடு
தழல் வீரத்தில் குஞ்சென்றும் மூப்பென்றும் உண்டோ!

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பிச்சை வாங்கி உண்ணும் வாழ்க்கை பெற்று விட்ட போதிலும்
அச்சமில்லை அச்சமில்லை அச்சமென்ப தில்லையே !!!

Mumbai Showers Part-II

Much awaited natural shower at Mumbai
All are drenched,shivering and enjoying the rain..
I walked in the rain, the drops radiates a pleasant feel
The air carrying moisture makes me exhilarated
A fine art of heavenly passion showering its blessings
A drop kisses my face it just melts my soul
Where shall thee feelings resides at human
A sparkle of it makes me to be reborn
The light in the sun lies as dead
Makes me to feel alone with my soul
All leaf are wet and cold winds come
Just have eyes to wonder, no words to praise
The rain drops call me again and again....

Crane's Message

It was four passed six at evening, nice time. I was standing on a bridge of a small water passage. I saw a crane venturing alone for its prey and its noddle forced me to watch it without a blink. While watching it my mind was running with as many questions it can.1)How lucky is it? 2)Is a male or female one? 3)How much distance it should have traveled? 4)What it will be thinking? 5)Whether it will share its discovery to its family? 6)Since water is contaminated the bird should not be affected. 7)Where it will be residing?…Like this many questions prevailing in my mind…

First I thought it was having a good feast and it had found a place adequate of small fishes. And up to my knowledge many times I use to stand on that bridge where I had never found a crane. So this crane is the first predator for those fishes. Since it was a summer season the water level is very low on that tiny water flow. And the venture becomes very easy for it..

Second I thought where it should be residing and how it should have discovered this tiny water flow contaminated with chemicals. While these thoughts are running I saw the bird rushing towards its prey even though there is no one to steal its food. My answer is since sun was descending its wings of light. This bird wants to rush to its nest as fast as it can…

Third one about its family, why this bird is alone. Whether it had lost its way or on the way to its nest. As this thought was running I looked the bird carefully to examine its actions to discover its mood. Too my perception there is no sadness or tiredness in its body. So am happy that the bird is free from its sin. Its only aim is to swallow as many fish it can….

Finally the bird flew from there by putting a wink at me. I thought this bird should be some where near to this place and I was eagerly watching it to know where it live.But this bird keeps on flying in the sky and at one point it got vanished. I’m disappointed since am so eager to know its home…

Then I recollected that birds wink at me. Since it flashed my eye for a moment and got my soul attention. I hope it had left a message is “Life is like this for the sake to live we have to travel miles away from our native to venture our prey. But at the end always we will rest in our nest.” Yes its true with my life, soon I should go to my home town. Immaculate love of my family is waiting for me...

My Painful Patience..

As I make my mark on my life
I emerge as the most hunted man
Every encounter is a process of trial&error
You lose out only if you give up

I honestly commit for the thoughts
What I believe to happen in my lane
And I venture the uncharted territories
Believing my willing spirit can do anything

Therefore I demand on my continuous action
Towards growth, wealth, health & achievement
Where I myself imprisoned the fate
Making my way clear, precise & abstract

Sitting on a pleasant shade of sun
I summon up on remembrance of the past
Where my painful patience are waiting for feast
And I love all my deeds of diligence...

Fantastic Life Span Of Eagles

Inspiration on the "7 Principles of an Eagle"

1. Eagles fly alone at a high altitude and not with sparrows or mix with other smaller birds. Birds of a feather flock together. No other bird goes to the height of the eagle. Eagles fly with eagles. Never in a flock Stay away from sparrows and ravens. Eagles fly with eagles.

2. Eagles have strong vision, which focuses up to 5 kilometers from the air. When an eagle sites prey- even a rodent from this distance, he narrows his focus on it and sets out to get it. No matter the obstacle, the eagle will not move his focus from the prey until he grabs it. Have a vision and remain focused no matter what the obstacle and you will succeed.

3. Eagles do not eat dead things. He feeds on fresh prey. Vultures eat dead animals but not eagles. Steer clear of outdated and old information. Do your research well always.

4. The Eagle is the only bird that loves the storm. When clouds gather, the eagles get excited. The eagle uses the wings of the storm to rise and is pushed up higher. Once it finds the wing of the storm, the eagle stops flapping and uses the pressure of the raging storm to soar the clouds and glide. This gives the eagle an opportunity to rest its wings.In the meantime all the other birds hide in the leaves and branches of the trees. We can use the storms of our lives (obstacles,trouble, etc) to rise to greater heights. Achievers relish challenges and use them profitably.

5. The Eagle tests before it trusts. When a female eagle meets a male and they want to mate, she flies down to earth with the male pursing her and she picks a twig. She flies back into the air with the male pursuing her. Once she has reached a height high enough for her, she lets the twig fall to the ground and watches it as it falls. The male chases after the twig. The faster it falls, the faster he chases until he reaches it and has to catch it before it falls to the ground, then bring it back to the female eagle. The female eagle grabs the twig and flies to a much higher altitude pursued by the male until she perceives it high enough, and then drops the twig for the male to chase. This goes on for hours, with the height increasing until the female eagle is assured that the male eagle has mastered the art of picking the twig which shows commitment, then and only then, will she allow him to mate with her! Whether in private life or in business, one should test commitment of people intended for partnership.

6. Eagles prepare for training. When about to lay eggs, the female and male eagle identify a place very high on a cliff where no predators can reach; the male flies to earth and picks thorns and lays them on the crevice of the cliff, then flies to earth again to collect twigs which he lays in the intended nest. He flies back to earth picks thorns and lays them on top of the twigs. He flies back to earth and picks soft grass to cover the thorns, and then flies back to pick rugs to put on the grass. When this first layering is complete the male eagle runs back to earth and picks more thorns, lays them on the nest; runs back to get grass and rugs and lays them on top of the thorns, then plucks his feathers to complete the nest. The thorns on the outside of the nest protect it from possible intruders. Both male and female eagles participate in raising the eagle family. She lays the eggs and protects them; he builds the nest and hunts. During the time of training the young ones to fly, the mother eagle throws the eaglets out of the nest and because they are scared, they jump into the nest again. Next, she throws them out and then takes off the soft layers of the nest, leaving the thorns bare. When the scared eaglets jump into the nest again, they are pricked by thorns. Shrieking and bleeding they jump out again this time wondering why the mother and father who love them so much are torturing them. Next, mother eagle pushes them off the cliff into the air.As they shriek in fear, father eagle flies out and picks them up on his back before they fall, and brings them back to the cliff. This goes on for sometime until they start flapping their wings. They get excited at this new found knowledge that they can fly and not fall at such a fast rate.The father and mother eagle supports them with their wings. The preparation of the nest teaches us to prepare for changes; The preparation for the family teaches us that active participation of both partners leads to success; The being pricked by the thorns tells us that sometimes being too comfortable where we are may result into our not experiencing life, not progressing and not learning at all. The thorns of life come to teach us that we need to grow, get out of the nest and love on. We may not know it but the seemingly comfortable and safe haven may have thorns;The people who love us do not let us languish in sloth but push us hard to grow and prosper. Even in their seemingly bad actions they have good intentions for us.

7. When the Eagle grows old, his feathers become weak and cannot take him as fast as he should. When he feels weak and about to die, he retires to a place far away in the rocks. While there, he plucks out every feather on his body until he is completely bare. He stays in this hiding place until he has grown new feathers, then he can come out. We occasionally need to shed off old habits & items that burden us without adding to our lives...

And Never Do Leave My Eyes

I am sorry my tears
Coz I have trapped you ,
Whenever you wanted to flow
I have always stopped you.

I know inside for you
It is very suffocating ,
But even if you flow
Nothing you will be getting .

You will flow
And get vanished somewhere ,
And till that time
People will show that they do care .

So better don't expect
Anybody's sympathy ,
You are true
You don't deserve false pity.

I know you wanna come out
To make me feel relieved ,
What you think ?
Will this make my wounds get healed?

Rather than you
Its more painful for me
My dreams getting shattered
Is what everyday I see .

Still I smile
And pretend to be carefree ,
But whats behind ?
Nobody ever tried to see .

Like a poison inside me
Still I wanna you to hold ,
Desperately I wanna breath
But my breaths have turned frozen and cold .

Through my body
Like blood you run ,
Now you are my night
And the only sun .

So don't feel hurted
And never do leave my eyes ,
A bond of love
Ours relation is so nice .

Whenever I smile - you glitter
And make my eyes glow ,
So please wait till my death
Maybe then from every eye you will flow