Monday, August 17, 2009

Loneliness-Standing alone


My best friend Kar had left Mumbai and chennai welcomes his presence.Our friendship is going to touch a decade, he is one of the best gift given by my high school(RMHS).We got united because of our school but we were not too good freinds in our school days.During higher secondary he came to ponmalai, Rly colony, Since am the initiator to play cricket I use to call him and we became very close to each other.Our friendship start to blossom over these period...

How many things we had shared playing,roaming,comments,reviews,thoughts,pedalling the cycle with four leg,stolen mangoes...etc blog space wont be enough.For six years we shared all our enjoyments in ponmalai. Then for job I first came to Mumbai then followed by him where we both stayed in a same room for two years and the space between us is very less...

Two years which had passed us like two minutes and still I remember the first day that karmughil was standing in Ghansoli Rly. station as his eyes were searching for me then I went behind him and touched his shoulder, what kind of happiness we both had by looking at each other..Gr8!!.

Often we will say that its written that we both will share our days in Mumbai.He is a very rare personality who has no negative image with any one.He was loved by all my friends and roommates.To be faithful he enriched all of us with his mighty knowledge and for which he had secured his respect in all our heart...

Now he had got an offer at Chennai and had gone to Chennai.Everything seem to be like a film what had happened in our life.A merry company I had as all our problems are kept aside and happiness prevailed with us.Under some circumstances I stayed in Mumbai by saying Karmughil is there and he stayed in Mumbai saying senthil is there, we lived a beautiful mutual life getting accompanied in all our activities...

Now such a good friend had left me and my minutes are more filled with loneliness.All these gets added to my sorrow basket and loneliness hugs me.Hope we are yet to have an another play at chennai....

At night whenever I had a ferocious dream suddenly I blink my eyes and I will search for Kar as I see him I will be very much comfortable and get back to my sleep.Now whenever I enter my room I feel the emptiness chanting the silence.....Oh! God !!!Sail me out ASAP....

Really I was not that much worried when I left my parents and came to Mumbai.But his separation really make me to feel the pain of loneliness...Its killing me!!!

What more to say??am dumb!!!....Oh kar you know me well ....I miss you .....

And I wish the best to happen in your way....Be in touch da that's the only few brave words which I can afford from me..Tears from my heart!!

"Go Kar keep rocking!!!Conquer the world!!".So its the end of a fair-tale of two good friends at Mumbai!!!!.

Farewell, my friend,
Such sweet tears you wept,
Such gentle words you whispered,
So much pain you endured.

Farewell, my teacher,
Such kind guidance you gave,
Lessons of love and fear by your hand,
Passed on to me with only care.

Farewell, my motivator,
Whose kind love guided me along the path
Of life and never cruelly threw me down.
Who kept my fire heart burning.

Things happened so quick
I didn't know that it was going to
be our last.
As your image fade in my eyes
But not from my heart!!!!

Farewell, my friend!!!!!

4 comments:

Karmughil said...

Loneliness- will fade away gradually...


Sorry da nanba.. I thought of pulling u here to Chennai some how after I smell the Shell atmosphere.. n thought of continuing our remarkable days in Chennai as well.. But whatever I think, the fate keeps thinking different n does it different which in turn creates the space between us much wider…

Honestly speaking, I have never been in a better company with anyone like you.. It’s with you alone where I enjoyed all my comforts and pleasures. And you’re right on the top of the list of my best friends… thatz true..

I’m really really honored by this post of urz where I smell the true bond that binds us n it shows that you have kept me on top. I’m very much happy about it.

You said, “Often we will say that it’s written that we both will share our days in Mumbai.” I guess … “This separation has also been written which I hates a lot”

Life n fate keeps pushing us in one go and we got to rush with the pace they pushes. You know quite well that life has to go on.

Im very much sure that loneliness and the job search keeps knocking ur head at all times. Yes.. It would be tormenting.. I could feel the pain of urs.. Bear it for a while… Better opportunities will definetly hit your bag. Keep your hunt sharper.. Trying to refer you with my frns also..

Thankzz a lot for this post da.. A typical one, which I have never got it from anyone. You did that … n u always occupy much space than others does in my heart, You know, what I mean…

Senthil Kumar said...

@Kar
Welcomeback! Always your are honored at my heart.

Abzal A said...

Abzal...
Guys ur friendship is special and very true..
I cud feel it wen am going through ur posts..

Kudos to ur friendship and we the GPGians are proud to be ur friends..Am happy that there has been time for me read ur posts..

Senthil Kumar said...

@Abzal
Welcome to the space!Thankz..
The bond which binds us as GPGians is something extraordinary, where we are proud of each of us and its the success secret of GPGians.Tribute to all of us.